The Perfect Ending

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 23:05:22 GMT

I HAVE A NEW LJ!!!

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thats me me me. from now until forever.

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 18:56:50 GMT

disclaimer: scene kids are fun.

21 days and i'm home.

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 19:37:22 GMT

7:45 tuesday morning, sabino canyon road. ambulance coming on the left. man pulls over to the right to move out of its way. girl flies over hill behind him and hits him going 40 mph.

man blacks out.

girl complains of neck pain.

paramedics come. both are taped to stretchers and taken to tmc.

my car:

his car:

severe case of whiplash, potential broken ribs, partially ruptured eardrum.

muscle relaxants, ibuprofen, some codine shit and perkacet.

i fall asleep randomly during the day, and wake up at least 6 times every night.

i have ringing in my ears, that will randomly turn itself on and off

i keep having scary recurring dreams about the accident and about my mom attmepting to sacrifice my brother.

i haven't been to school since monday.

i'm pretty much ready to stab myself with a cactus.

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 18:30:13 GMT

HANNAH AND I HAVE FAMOUS LEGS!!!! (i'm not the one dressed like a girl...)

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 04:56:16 GMT

Eli231188 (5:04:27 PM): meg is not having sex with everyone...
iSpeakChicana (5:04:33 PM): i just mean that megan is searcy's new friend
Eli231188 (5:04:35 PM): oh, thats sick

explanation? apart from eli's confused english...

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 05:29:46 GMT

friday : the highlight was ihop

saturday: the highlight was not being there when the five-oh rolled up.

i fucking hate drunk dials.

i'll be home from the 17th of december 'til the 1st of january.

somebody better throw a party so we can get down.

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 03:35:43 GMT

flappers do it better.

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 01:42:35 GMT

rick told me to go fuck myself. made me feel completely useless.

i just dropped my moms cell phone in water and the colors in the screen were running together.

my smee costume is fantastic. pin-striped men pants, yeah oh yeah.

i'm joining basketball with jackie-o. hahh, that will be interesting.

sometimes i wish it was possible for me to talk less and listen more.

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 04:17:28 GMT

cookies.drama.swimming jackets.drunk.trampolines.kidnappings.freshman.stars.fights.stories.phones.

alarm.clothes.charger.love.words.fight.rollercoaster.lemonade.music.blue monkey.laughter.mirrors.cows.boy.

silence.silence.silence.silence.silence.fiiiiiggghhhtttttt.

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 01:21:14 GMT

happy birthday tiffany ann.

i love chipotle, patches, and searcy.

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 05:55:34 GMT

keishas pregnant.

but she's only 17.

i'm hurting a little.

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 03:53:26 GMT

if you don't understand love and what that feels like, then leave me alone about it because you have absolutely no idea what life's about anyways.

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 17:29:26 GMT

when your life starts falling apart, you kinda gotta start kicking your own ass.

it's helpful as hell when people are unnecessarily bitchy.

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 17:26:33 GMT

i had a dream last night that i was arrested for being too thin.

i just ate like 4 lbs of pringles.

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 18:23:58 GMT

hazing is...

fun?

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 00:34:39 GMT

some freshman called me a slut today.

whatever happened to the social hierarchy?

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 23:22:01 GMT

pneumonia sucks.

big time.

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 18:37:46 GMT

what is this about rick singing at the back to school bash?

of course i leave and my boyfriend decides he wants to be a rockstar. psshhh

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 16:17:10 GMT

tim bought me a deathcab ticket. november 8th in phoenix. i smiled so much when he told me i was afraid my face was going to split in half.

picture day today.

i didn't talk to rick last night and i couldn't sleep for hours.

i think it's called love, and it's wonderful.

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 00:29:35 GMT

searcy and i want to come abck east for college visits over thanksgiving...

we want to eat pizza and cookies on turkey day.

fuck cranberry sauce and mashed-potatoes, we're non-comformists.

Sat, 17 Sep 2005 20:23:29 GMT

the decemberists tonight with searc, whit, ash, gootter, and tim.

yesssssssssss.

Thu, 15 Sep 2005 17:59:59 GMT

wow. this past weekend was...amazing. and sad.

and closure.

i'm glad to be home.

jack johnson was fantastic. the beach was serene...quiet. school was strange. i felt as if i'd never left. and yet it kind of turned me off from hopkins...not my friends, not the people who mean the most to me in the entire world. just the school itself. i never loved any of my teachers. at stg's i feel like people genuinely care about my work. as if the teachers teach because they want to, not just so they can show off their everything they learned at Yale...fuck Yale, i'm so sick of that piece of shit.

it was hard to leave you. it was hard to leave my brother and little angelina ballerina. it was hard to leave rick, you don't really find people who fit with you so well very often. he fucking cut class and drove out to east haven with adam just to say goodbye to me for the third time.

it was sad, but i'm happy with everything here. with everyone here.

my dad comes home today.

this weekend will be fun. rock.

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 21:41:58 GMT

ohmigosh i miss home.

i'm afraid that when i return this weekend, i won't want to ever leave.

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 21:42:47 GMT

i'm coming home saturday, way for me to be there as the hopkins school year begins...

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 21:27:22 GMT

i was casted in peter pan!!! as smee!!! oh man i am gonna have such a kick-ass time with that role...

rick + me = two months today.